potatomato

the feeling: when you just don't care about anything really anymore!
i went to orientation today, very exciting.
haven't been thinking any deep thoughts: they're beyond my reach (seriously) right now.
my thinking goes as far as september and the office. SAD.
i should start reading about buddhism... existentialism.......
i just realized that i said 'went' instead of 'want' in the previous entry. today, i noticed today. pathetic.
i had a placement test at 8am today, and i couldn't understand anything and then i prayed. and then i did well enough to place where i wanted to.
i am sick of being idealistic. and just being idealistic. i would rather have no goals in life but do what i want.
i need to think more