and when i saw them arguing, i jumped in the air and cried tears of joy.

I've learned so much this week. College is basically almost tearing me apart, and that's okay because I told God that now that I'm somewhat put back together now, I'm ready to be broken again because last time he taught me incredible things that I wouldn't have been able to learn otherwise.

I'm living in a Christian co-op house that is amazing. Everyday I see more and more of the beauty and excellence of every person in the house. I am so excited to just be with other people, talk to them, get to know them and be their friend. :) It's nice. AND I JUST CAN'T GET OVER HOW GREAT EVERYONE IS. It's really overwhelming.

Ohhmm. I am at the Knight Library and before I left today I was attaching pepper spray to my bag and it kept spraying and it's all over my hands. My upper lip is burning and I just licked my finger and it hurt my tongue. What is going onnnn.

Anyways. So I'm thrust into this Christian environment. It's great because it's so encouraging and the atmosphere is so full of love. But really, what am I doing? I know I'm supposed to be here because God threw this in my lap and I liked it. And after freaking out about what I'm supposed to be majoring in and what I'm supposed to be involved in, it came down to the question: what do I like? Brilliant! It doesn't matter what I major in. I major in what I like and God will use it. I'm not capable of messing up God's plan for my life. If I have the desire to serve him, I will. It will all work out. It'll be alright. 

But I really wanted to say is that I think you're special. I don't care what you say. Spectacularly beautiful in every single way. It sounds so cheesy, but that's it. I can't handle how wonderful everybody is. I will never be able to understand it, and that's how I like it. 

What I do doesn't matter, as long as I am loving God, loving people. The biggest thing I can do is to pass just a little bit of the amazing love that God has poured on me. Here goes.


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